Bully? I'd Rather Not by ScarletsFeed (Öffnen)

ScarletsFeed schrieb:Do I want to be a bully? No.
Did I have a choice? Not really.
Can I stop? I don't know...

I want to, I hope to...
I remember the first time I met Diamond Tiara, we were both little fillies, both at school for the first time, and both alone.
I looked to her, and she looked to me. We both needed someone, and we decided there- we would be friends, and we would do everything together. I wish i had known how far 'everything' would stretch.

I don't even remember how is started, I don't know what went wrong or why she began to do those things- call the other fillies and colts names, pick on them, humiliate them, and other things...... Tiara just suddenly changed one day, I wonder what pushed her over the edge? What could have made her so mean?
For the longest time I didn't understand, and still I stuck by her side, even though I knew the things she was..... no, we were doing to the other foals were very, very wrong. I didn't have the heart to stop her, and I still don't.
Once, I tried to say something about it. Once was enough. Once she snapped at me, insulted me, hit me even.

I never said anything against her again.

I don't want to be a bully, but I don't have much of a choice. Tiara's shadow hangs over me as if she were always watching me, even when I'm alone. I hate to think of what she'll do to me if I don't play along...
..... I don't want her to yell at me again. She told me I was worthless, that I was dumb... she's told me so many times.... and I think she's right about me.
Nopony knows, but she hurts me with what she says just as much as she does to the other foals- like AppleBloom, Scootaloo, and Sweetie Belle. They don't know, and I don't think they ever will.

But I don't have the heart to stop being friends with Tiara, I don't know why that is. I suppose...... I suppose I'm just hoping.... wishing....

Tiara- I just want the old you back, so things could be fun again. So we can be happy again.

Please?